salam.


its been a long time kan?
malam ni tetiba aku rasa nak update blog.
*mungkin perubahan hormon sebab kedatangan kak aina kot .HAHA.




but no. actually i'm writing this shit is bcoz theres a lot of things running through my head right now.macam-macam aku fikir malam ni.macam mana nak harungi 9 bulan cuti menanti degree.and about DIA.yes,i do miss someone right now.and to make things clear,shes not my ex.she is someone else.*i'm not gonna mention her name here so do not ask.kahkah!




actually,i've been thinking of a serious relationship and  in my previous relationship , i was thinking about the same thing too , but unfortunately , i've met a wrong a person in with my two previous relationships , so tonight  i've been thinking about the "serious relationship" thing and i had some simple conditions .






1st : dont ever make me angry. (i'm saying this because it is hard for ppl to see me angry) . aku sebenarnya seorang yang hot tempered , tapi alhamdulillah , sekarang aku tak dah!! instead aku pulak yang lagi sabar dari kawan-kawan aku ! haha.




2nd : jangan buat aku rasa macam aku ragu-ragu nak kahwin dengan kau sebab kalau aku dah start terfikir , that means the "serious relationship" thingy are not effective anymore . jujur aku cakap , setiap kali aku in relationship , aku susah nak layan perempuan lain , unless aku dah bosan ngan seseorang tu which is bila dah banyak sgt buat hal , so aku bosan la  haha . but,in a relationship , i would never lie unless that thing makes her sad or angry . aku hanya akan menipu , untuk selamatkan relationship and,aku ni jenis straightforward..kalau aku cakap aku takde perempuan lain , memang aku takde . all you have to do is trust me . kalau kepercayaan takde , macam mane nak ade keluarga bersama ?




3rd : terima kawan-kawan aku seadanya .kawan-kawan aku , adalah keluarga aku.. kawan-kawan aku ni gila sikit.so , pandai-pandai la menyesuaikan diri  and that means kau pun kena jadi gila sekali.






itu sahaja condition aku . see ? i never expects a beauty , or anything else . i just want someone  that fits me , understand my job , understand my passion , and myself . bukannya menghalang . .even if its for my future pun , sape-sape pun tak boleh halang minat aku .even my parents . if i sense my future is on danger , aku sendiri akan sedar . and aku berpegang pada kata-kata ayah aku . "berani buat,berani tanggung". so don't worry.aku takkan buat benda yang akibatnya aku tak berani tanggung . ramai orang cakap aku ni jenis cerewet la ape la , but the truth is,kau tak boleh main -main dengan orang yang kau nak jadikan teman hidup .




and janji aku , jika ada rezeki selepas ni , kalau aku in relationship selepas ini,aku nak kenal hati budi dia sekejap , then aku nak terus kenalkan dengan family . senang bila family dah kenal . and insyaallah i will try my best . dah letih aku nak couple2 . all i want right now is not a GIRLFRIEND, but a SOULMATE . amin. :)

Sifu - Sifu

this is an appreciation entry.
kepada mereka-mereka yg pernah menjadi sifu saya,terima kasih.
alhamdulillah,atas ilmu-ilmu yang mereka berikan,aku dapat mengajar org lain jugak dlm photography.

sifu pertama aku : Kak Aina. 
                           ( she's the person who introduces me to photography.)

sifu kedua aku    : Cik Pey ( Zafir Zamani )
                           ( aku byk belajar editing dari dia.)

sifu ketiga           : Akatora san Weng 
                            (aku belajar shoot sports dari dia.bermula dari Panning)

sifu keempat       : Encik Youtube.
                            (aku byk belajar compo,editing,rule etc)

dan kepada mereka-mereka yang pernah mengajar aku,MIA,Palie Massa,Revo,Amin, dan beberapa orang lagi,terima kasih !
kepada rakan-rakan photog,mohon tunjuk ajar..sy budak baru belajar~ 
:-)

Potrait of Life.

salam kepada manusia-manusia.
this is the first entry since i've deleted the old motherfucking lame posts.huh.mcm bangang je entry-entry lama.haha.okay,back to topic.there is someone asking me regarding to the picture collection in my FB.and her question is,why there is so much potraits?simple answer.i like potraits ! LOL.actually,aku suka potraiture sbb aku suka facial expression,sebab aku suka edit potrait.sgt detail,sbb aku suka lighting which is the most essential part in photography.and i'm going to share some of my favorite potraiture collection.enjoy !

     this one is my favorite.i spend two hours thinking bout the tone.haha.

                the lucky potrait.this potrait got listed down to top 7 in fotoskool's

                 potrait contest and this is top 7 among 197 entries.yeaahhh!

thanks for reading !