salam.
its been a long time kan?
malam ni tetiba aku rasa nak update blog.
*mungkin perubahan hormon sebab kedatangan kak aina kot .HAHA.
but no. actually i'm writing this shit is bcoz theres a lot of things running through my head right now.macam-macam aku fikir malam ni.macam mana nak harungi 9 bulan cuti menanti degree.and about DIA.yes,i do miss someone right now.and to make things clear,shes not my ex.she is someone else.*i'm not gonna mention her name here so do not ask.kahkah!
actually,i've been thinking of a serious relationship and in my previous relationship , i was thinking about the same thing too , but unfortunately , i've met a wrong a person in with my two previous relationships , so tonight i've been thinking about the "serious relationship" thing and i had some simple conditions .
1st : dont ever make me angry. (i'm saying this because it is hard for ppl to see me angry) . aku sebenarnya seorang yang hot tempered , tapi alhamdulillah , sekarang aku tak dah!! instead aku pulak yang lagi sabar dari kawan-kawan aku ! haha.
2nd : jangan buat aku rasa macam aku ragu-ragu nak kahwin dengan kau sebab kalau aku dah start terfikir , that means the "serious relationship" thingy are not effective anymore . jujur aku cakap , setiap kali aku in relationship , aku susah nak layan perempuan lain , unless aku dah bosan ngan seseorang tu which is bila dah banyak sgt buat hal , so aku bosan la haha . but,in a relationship , i would never lie unless that thing makes her sad or angry . aku hanya akan menipu , untuk selamatkan relationship and,aku ni jenis straightforward..kalau aku cakap aku takde perempuan lain , memang aku takde . all you have to do is trust me . kalau kepercayaan takde , macam mane nak ade keluarga bersama ?
3rd : terima kawan-kawan aku seadanya .kawan-kawan aku , adalah keluarga aku.. kawan-kawan aku ni gila sikit.so , pandai-pandai la menyesuaikan diri and that means kau pun kena jadi gila sekali.
itu sahaja condition aku . see ? i never expects a beauty , or anything else . i just want someone that fits me , understand my job , understand my passion , and myself . bukannya menghalang . .even if its for my future pun , sape-sape pun tak boleh halang minat aku .even my parents . if i sense my future is on danger , aku sendiri akan sedar . and aku berpegang pada kata-kata ayah aku . "berani buat,berani tanggung". so don't worry.aku takkan buat benda yang akibatnya aku tak berani tanggung . ramai orang cakap aku ni jenis cerewet la ape la , but the truth is,kau tak boleh main -main dengan orang yang kau nak jadikan teman hidup .
and janji aku , jika ada rezeki selepas ni , kalau aku in relationship selepas ini,aku nak kenal hati budi dia sekejap , then aku nak terus kenalkan dengan family . senang bila family dah kenal . and insyaallah i will try my best . dah letih aku nak couple2 . all i want right now is not a GIRLFRIEND, but a SOULMATE . amin. :)
